Currently I work outside of the creative industry. I have kids and bills, things that I want and things that are needed. I wish that past me would have taken the time to really think about what we wanted. Would this be a sustainable as a job.
I wish I would have continued on with my Master's in Fine Arts, but I made the choice to have a child and I needed to take care of him and stopped at my Bachelor of Arts.
I wish I would have continued on with my degree in Computer Science, but I finished my BA instead.
I wish I wish I wish. this does not change anything. I cannot change the past and if I could, I would but would I want to? How would that change my future what would I screw up.
So, since I cannot change the past and saying that I wish, I am taking the steps needed to change my future.
I am working on regaining skills in art that I have lost. Art is not all talent it is a lot of practice and hard work. Som if would see someone working on anything do not go "wow look at your talent" or you are so talented, try "I can see all of the hard work you put into create that."
I am working on brushing up on the coding that I learned while studying for computer science. Learning about all of the new things in the field and what language would be the best or most beneficial to learn currently.
There are many resources available online for all of this. I want to show my boys that it is never too late to follow your dreams. I want them to always try even if mom does not approve of starting a YouTube channel about games that are heavily locked down due to copyright laws .... cough cough... Honestly, I am okay with the YouTube channel because I have one, but he doesn't understand all of the behind the scenes work that goes into it. He is also obsessed with Nintendo... My youngest wants to be an artist like his mom and I want to be an artist like Terry Crews... I mean OMG!
Did you know starting a website was one of the things that I always wanted to do? I also wanted to sell my art. Well look at me know lol. I have this page and I sell my work on TeeSpring and RedBubble. When I figure out how to add my links to this page I will....
Hang in there I am still learning all of this stuff.
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